As I sit here at the computer under the illuminating glow of my lamp.  I think of how upset I get when I think of all those bozos who try to discredit Disney with all these rumors of how Disney is perverted.  It bums me out.  I can now disprove a lot of them.   Yep, ti makes me happy.   Walt Disney was a kool guy.  Yep. 

So, we got a beta fish.  His name is Morpheus.  He is kool purpleish and redish.   Yep.  And we got SEA MONKEYS!!!!!  I’m so psyced for them!   Ya, they haven’t hatched yet, but they shall be awesome!   Today was a good day.  We went to town and I bought lots of books and kool fish and sea monkeys and we went to toys r us.  It was amazing!  

Ya, so these past couple of days have been hard.  I’ve been really missing all of you.  Its probably because it’s the week after an amazing youth retreat.   Ya.  Just hearing about everyone’s lives and stuff.  Yep.  But, look at this!  I wanted to share with you guys a journal entry I wrote tonight.  The stuff in the () are my comments right now.  Ya, here it is:

Dear Daddy,

Man, its raining so this is gonna be all smeary.. (it goes on talking about the rain)… Ok, so I really miss home.  O so much.  Last night, mom watched tha Lakehouse with Kari and Linnea.  That what we used to do.  And tonight, I saw Peter Pan (amazing movie by the way!) and I was thinking of jenny and Maggie the whole time.   And people are leaving me these amazing comments and I hear people say that they miss me. And, boy, I miss everyone soooo much!   I’m past the point of wanting to go home because of that.  Because I really really really do love it here, its just tough.   And it probably won’t ge easier, as their lives start to change.   Man, I just love them all sooo much!  Its tough.  But I trust you with everything.  I want you to be number one in my life.  You already are, my friends and, well, family, that’s what I consider all of them, are no longer number one.  But they still mean a lot to me.  I do wish that I was still a part of their lives.   I mean, I nkew that lfie would go on when I left, but I guess I didn’t realize how hard it was to see it go on and not be part of it.  Please be number one in all of their lives.  Help them to know that you love them sooooo much more than me, which is a ton because eI love them all so much!   Bless them and show them the amazing future you have for them all.   I do remember them with joy because of the work they have done with Chrst Jesus.  That’s in Philippians. Ha ha ha.  You know that….. (and it goes on with other stuff, but that’s the part I wanted you all to see).

Ok, the passage in Philippians that I was paraphrasing there was:

“I thank my God every time I remember you.   In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of the partnership in the gospel from the first day until now, being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.” Philippians 1:3-5   

Ok guys, all of that is true.  I pray those exact things, and then some, every time I think of you.   I also say this to you:

“I always thank my God every time I remember you in my prayers, because I hear of your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints.  I pray that you may be active in sharing your faith, so that you will have a full understanding of every good thing we have in Christ.  Your love has given me great joy and encouragement, because of you, brothers and sisters, have refreshed the hearts of saints.” Philemon 1:4-7

This may be even a better show of what I pray for you.   You are all amazing, thanx for taking the time to read this!  I know that ti was a long one.  I’m praying for all of youa dn love you all!!!! 

Ok, so far, my past two entries have been phraises form diney love songs, heh heh heh.  but this one ahs a porpus *chuckle*.   WE had this open hosue for my building and our theme for my dorm and the dorm bext to us was arabian nights.  wE had Aladdin realing constantly.  Our dorm was the cave of wonders and the dorm next store was the palace.  it was so kool.   I'm gonna put up some pictures so have a look at them.   Hows lfie for all you guys?   I hope its going well.  I"m doing grea.t   i'm really pooped at the moment, but its kool.  So, theres and update, look at the pictures, o Maggie won the alst questionare, nice job kid.   You ge tthe satisfaction of knowing you won,a nd a hug next time I see you.  I lvoe hugs soooooo much!   anyways, the next question/trivia/asam kool thing is.... drum roll pleas...............................................

How many fishes does it take to screw in a lightbulb?  be creative kids!!   I love you guys!   I'll talk to you later!!!

You know what?   Just randomly asking, "Can you feel the love tonight?" would be hillarious.   i ahve gold stars for anyone who does this and has photgraphic proof or video proof.   I shall ahve to do this sometime.   So, whats up with all of you?   Look, a second update!!!   I'm going for two times a month.   just a sec, Nature Calls........ Sorry, I had to go to the bathroom and instead of just stopping and then starting on a random topic, it hought it would be more benneficial to actually state whats going on.   So, whats new with all of you?   i hope everything is good!   I'm doing well, it was amazing seieng everyone this weekend.   I have sooooooooo much reading and junk, blech!   But lfie goes on!   Yep, thats really all I ahve to say, nothing new is really hapening, o, I might do this drama team called DRIME, I forgot what it stands for, but its like soar, but, it won;t replace soar in my life, so don;t worry.   Ok, remmebr how a while abck i would alwasy put quesitons at the end of my blog for you to answer, wellp, I"m gonna do that agin!!!   So, define this word: skig and the person with the best definition gets a golden star!!!!!   Cya all later!

Wellp, here i sit, in my dorm room.  my bed is loominating a lime green glow that is veyr welcoming.   i am rocking out to gospel music form "O brother, were art tho?"  Its pretty spiffy.   My roommate Crista likes soundtracks, so its pretty spifferific becasue I do to!   We actually have a lot n common, which is a big answer to prayer!!!   WE have had tons of good times even tho we've only known eachother for three days now.   She ran into a glass wall and I spilled milk and we chased a bunnie.  

Ok, so other stuff.   Actually, today was the good day.  I was incredibly discouraged yesterday.   We have these things called SOS leaders and they help us out and my leader and my gorup for that matter isn;t eally enthusiastic, so I was drowning in the un-enthusiastic-ness, which, you may not know, but it can be hard for me to be enthusaistic if no one else is.  it drains me a ton!   But today was amazing!  wE juts ahd such a fun time and I made a promisis last night (after staying up alte and thinking) that i wouldn't care what people think and stuff, so today was an amazing day!   wE had a worship service and God just really gave me so much peace.  But i miss all of you abck home sooooooooooo much!  i am praying for all of you and thiniing of you constantly!  

I am kinda having ahrd times with figureing out my major and stuff.   Its hard.   Cause I want to know!   But I love so many differnet things that everytime i think I figure it out, it changes!   Arug!!!   I need to trust God with that and the whole situation with my side.   I just get so discouraged with that (my side).  We sing "How great is our GOd" but if he's so great, why won't he heal me?  ya, well I really do trust God.   Its a working progress that I litterally have to work at daily.  But God di give me peace today, actually, while we were singing that song.   So, I'm feeling better emotionally.   still pain in my head and side, but life goes on!!!!

Ok, I will leave you with one last story.  Today, em adn Crista and some other girls went outside and just sat on teh grass and we were trying to figure out the tune to God save the queen.  so we would ask every one who walked by if they knew the tune and our gorup doubled and stuff.  It was funny.  Yes.   Wellp, you are all asam!   God bless!!  Contact me if you need anything!   I LOVE FANTASMIC!!!  AMAZING MUSIC!!!

Wellp, here is an update!!!  Holy smokes, they sure changed the layout and styuff, I don';t know how it works, so all of you need to tell me!!!!  College is kool.   I like meeting many new people, its so awesome!   Actually, today was amzing!!!   wE ahd a worship servie and im so pumped!!!!   ya, and its so kool.   ya, wellp, here is an update!   I will try to update more!  I love you all!!!